what hv i done?

yeach, what hv i done? hv i asked too much from God? hv i asked more than what i can handle?

no....i believe that whatever God gave, is giving and will be giving would be something that we, as a human being, would be able to bear. whether it's joy, or sadness.

or maybe...maybe i had asked too much.....

suddenly, there are jst quite a bit of stuffs that i am facing. it felt overwhelming, but yet, exciting. always a lot of doubt and fear. but with GOD, everything is possible.

is it something that I asked for? or was this something that God wants me to learn; or is it something that God put in front of me to block my view, so that i would look up to Him even more for directions, leads, and guidance. i felt like there is so much things that is being put on my plate and as my nature, i always want to finish all off at once. in which, that could create stuffiness within myself.
it’s like eating a non-stop buffet, u eventually will get stuffed. maybe it’s more like thanxgiving dinner with the turkey stuffing. or whatever it is. it’s jst stuffy.

am i in over my head, or is this what i meant to be and to do?

please help me GOD to be and stay in the right path; to knock on the right door that you had prepared for me. lead me to U.