he's jst not that into u, really? maybe it's more like, she's jst not that into u...

this past weekend, a couple of things happened. not necessarily in my life, but more in the life of my friends. the people that i hang out with quite a bit. their story compelled me to write this. i found things that they told me quite interesting. in writing this, i had to create a couple of different character, well...more like initials; this is off course to protect the identity of my friends. btw, this is not a story of its own, but i jst thought it's pretty interesting to write, since some of it kind of similar to a movie.
first there was c. c used to like o, but then o liked s. h thought o would date s, but that didn't happen. so, while h's principle and thought that since o was probably going to date s, c decided to move on. but, after finding out that o was not going to date s, therefore c still had some thoughts about o. on the other hand, c sometimes introduced people that c liked to others, which could end up that person date the person c introduced, or u can say, more like set them up, as they say it. while at the same time, c liked some other person in c surroundings. so, in this case, c actually liked two different person at the same time unintentionally. oh well.....interesting rite?
this was like c was into o and then o was into s, therefore c was not into o, and that resulted c to be into a different person. but then, o was not into s. so now, c was into both o and another one.
then, there was v. v jst had a rough patch in life. so many things happened in v's life that v is still recovering from all that. v was progressing, but taking things slow, especially in the relationship department. v had shown some improvements. the conditions and the improvement that v had to show would be culminated by the event that v had to face and overcome; soon.....
so, as much as v into something/somebody, v jst needed to straight things up in v's life, so that v can b into somebody, and for somebody to be into v.
and then, there was also t. t had started dating this person for a little while. but the person that t was dating had not been foreword of the intentions. moreover, t had not been affected by any of it, which i personally think, that's pretty good. in this case, i think t and the other person was quite into each other. so, that's good.
t had a close friend p that is being set up, well....maybe not set up, but more like there was a person that was into p. but yet, p was not into the other person. i had not met this person, but from the info that i got from people surrounding p; this person was quite into p.
next, we had m. m was into one person. but, due to not so good situation and condition that m was facing, m ended up not wanting to into anybody. altho, i thought personally, m was still into that person.
hahhaa.....lol......
u know, all those stories made think about myself. about what had happened in my life. seemed like everything and everybody is talking and thinking about who and what they are into. what is the reasoning behind all that, God? is it something for me as a human being to learn to differentiate? is it something that i had to learn in regards to love? it sounded difficult, but yet, i think it's just the dynamic of life. u know, without that dynamic, man....life would dfntly b boring. as much drama as it sounded, it is indeed the responsibility of a human being to pray and hope in GOD. as much as u/me into somebody and/or something, i still had to ask GOD for it and about it. is that person/that thing would b good for me? for the future? for the long haul? or is it just some temporary sensation?...

讀書

since i was a kid, i was never really much of a writer, let a long a reader. i never had a moment in my adolescent life, that i can remember, that there was a time when i really like to read books. back then, it was kind of hard for my parent to make me study and read a book. i always wanted to play. play anything; anything but play with books. but then after about high school, i started to pick up some books, especially during the time when i started to learn different languages. until recently, it would take me a long, long, long, long....long time to finish reading any book. sometimes, i even consider myself a slow reader; altho, there were times i actually found somebody that read slower than me.
my brother always suggested many different kind of books to read. some, i actually found them and read them, but sometimes, i didn't finish it. but recently, well...about 2-3months ago, to be close to exact, he gave a book to read. and guess what? i almost finish. yeach...that surprised me too. the book, as many said that it is an easy read, i found it interesting in the sense of the content that made me wanted to find out more and more about this book and its conclusion. at the same time, this book, so far, had me think more about me. not just what i have become, but also, about my cultural background, about where i am right now physically, mentally, about my character, about who i really am. i found that very funny and challenging at the same time. it opened my mind to more things for me to want to explore, gain, research, etc.
btw, i'm not here to give any kind of book review, so i'm not going to write anything specific abt the book.
so, yeach, anyways, reading is indeed 'fun'-damental. something that i never thought i would say to myself. just can't believe that my brother actually the one that help me realize that. and oh, btw, he is older than me, so i definitely don't feel bad at all.
God bless....

一会后

after a long absent from here and not writing anything, here i am again trying to be active. so far, my life still had been filled with so much stories and adventure, at work, at most time, that is. and also my reading and writing mode is back on. so here we go....keep staying tuned here....