Friday, February 5, 2010

busy

really, i had been busy, well...if u think working from before 8am to even after 8pm consider busy, then yes, i was busy. today was the first ever day that i was able to take time to not waking up @5 in the morning, not worrying about the training, about work, about anything. rest, yes, that's it, this was the first time i could get a rest day. rest from pretty much everything that i had been doing. wow, that actually felt good. i can actually enjoy some getaway time and really really enojying coffee @ a no rush pace. i can finally enjoy the surroundings, watching people around, enjoying the view and oh yeach....escaping from the 'white death' that was happening somewhere else.
then again, maybe i just need to see some sun, and yet, the sun had been hiding for sometime, because the area had been covered with snows, clouds, and all the stuffs that made the winter felt like it was not gonna be over.
what had i learned?
i found out that despite the fact that i had worked so hard in the amount of time that i had spent at work, i still need to work even harder. so, this 'break'/'rest' thing was probably and definitely a good thing and needed. at least, that's what i think.
it was at this time that i was able to sit back, rest, relax, reflex, and even think bat what GOD had done for me. for the blessings, for the signs, for the 'coverings', for the care, everything that HE is providing for me.