reflexion

2008 is almost coming to an end. a couple of days ago, i talked with one of my friends. we were discussing about what had happened to each one of us throughout the years. one of them actually said, ' wow, how the year went quite fast. '

i heard that words so many times from so many different people that i met along the way throughout the years. for me, those words sounded like they're missing something. i, on the other hand, always thought that the year is going just at the rite pace. yeach, sure, there might be something that i miss, or maybe even there is something that i didn't get a chance to do, but what about the others. the insurmountable of blessings that we received from GOD throughout the years. the things that i never thought i could and/or would do, it turned out, i did them. i achieve them, i even conquer some of them. even the result is quite far exceeded my own expectation of my abilities that i thought i have.

i know for sure that most of the stuffs that i wanted to do in 2008 did get done by me. most...yeach....i know....it sounded like i miss something. it sounded like i didn't get the job done. guess what? i am definitely not feeling sorry for those. some of them have become my goals for 2009. others, well....let's move on. sometimes, there are things that u just can't do anything about. others, i guess i just have to bury them.

every year, i always make a blueprint of the plan that i wanted to do for the following year. and every time i go into the end of the year and beginning of the year, i surrender them to HIM. so, at this point, i just wanted to acknowledge this time as my submission of myself and all my plans to HIM.